Thursday, May 20, 2010

Having a rough go of it.

This week has been absolutely horrible. It started out ok but quickly came to a grinding halt when my husband decided to leave me on Tuesday. I am heartbroken and my kids are so sad. Brittney and Daniel are actually so stressed they are gettnig sick. He is being so selfish. He is hurting our family. I know he is coming back but just having to wait on him to "be ready" is not fun. I am trying to stay strong for my kids but it is hard.

My friend, Jenny, has been helping me out the last couple of days. i could not have made it through this without her. She has really stepped up as a friend. I am so grateful! We have been deep cleaning the house. It needs to be done. I have just let it go so much. It is just become so over whelming. I know I have put things off and put things off.

It has been 3 days of hell mixed with lots of tears and rage. I just want everything to be over and things to go back to normal. Who know when that will happen. My kids need their dad and I need my husband. Our family needs to stay together. I keep praying and praying. I will just have to wait for God to do his will in this situation.

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