The quiet all around me

I am sitting here in my room and there is no noise. No screaming, kicking, hitting, yelling, running, nothing! My kids have been gone for 2 days now and I have missed them but also I have loved having some quiet time. I have forgotten what it is like to just have quiet. It is so nice. I haven't been sleeping well but i have really enjoyed the quiet. I really went through some stuff before they left. I started having nightmares about one of kids getting hurt. It is the first time I have been away from the twins so that was hard. I cried when mom drove away with them. Mom sent me pictures to show me that they are fine and having a great time. I will try to post some if I can figure out how to do it. They will be home on Saturday and I will be glad to see all of them but I just have to thank God for this break because I was on the verge of losing it. Thank you.